Need

I have such a tremendous need to make love with you, feel you inside me, touch you, smell you.   I love you so much still and it hurts me so badly that you just stopped loving me one day.   I hate you for that.

Now

It has haunted me how you took the condoms from the medicine cabinet when you left.  I have nightmares about what you are doing with them.  Love for you has a very short expiration date, doesn't it?

I still love you.  I wish with all my might that I didn't.   I know you are seeing TO and that is why you left me and never even wanted to have anything to do with me again.

In your marriage with George, after you two separated you still saw her almost every day for months and then on a very regular basis after that.  

You left me and never wanted to see or talk to me again.   I know that it's because you have somebody else and you just stopped loving me one day.   It hurts so badly

I HATE YOU FOR THIS.