I still love you.  I wish with all my might that I didn't.   I know you are seeing TO and that is why you left me and never even wanted to have anything to do with me again.

In your marriage with George, after you two separated you still saw her almost every day for months and then on a very regular basis after that.  

You left me and never wanted to see or talk to me again.   I know that it's because you have somebody else and you just stopped loving me one day.   It hurts so badly

I HATE YOU FOR THIS.