Friday, October 5

You actually are blaming me outwardly for your two days of hostility and disrespect toward me. Jerry, you can't possibly love, like, care for me and treat me like that. Do you honestly think a 5 minute conversation about cave smell is worth treating somebody like that?

I have begged you and begged you not to shut me off, stop loving me, stop giving me the cold shoulder and stop making me cry just because I do one little thing you don't like. You don't have the right to treat me like this.

I can't take this anymore. If I don't keep my mouth shut and don't look at you, you don't love me.

I think maybe we made a mistake. You just don't love or like or respect me enough to treat me like you love me. You can't seem to let me be a person. If I do something, however slight, that you don't like, I get days and days of hostility. I can't feel unloved like this all the time. I am very unhappy. I am pretty sure you can't possibly really want a relationship with me and treat me like this. I know you can't possibly love me that much and treat me like this.

You just keep hurting me and don't care one bit.