I miss you.

I feel very lonely and blue. Even after I told you I was feeling better about things, you didn't seem to want to talk to me. Have you realized that my worst fears are true? I am so lonely. I guess all that talk about ultimatums and me begging, begging, begging you to ensure you filed before it had been a WHOLE year just seemed like more crazy Lisa talk. There has been so much emotion, so many tears, I guess it just seems normal when Lisa crys herself into oblivion.